"He'd thought Sam would try to explain somehow, claim that his heaven isn't really about getting away from Dean, but he hasn't even tried. He could make something up to placate Dean. Dean would definitely make something up if he was Sam. He's made stuff up to bolster Sam for years now, told him a million lies to smooth things over and spare him pain. Sam can't even be bothered thinking up a fucking lie, "

I though it couldn't get much sadder then I read on. And I cried and now I have to go rewatch the epi so I can fix everything from last season in my head. What thats not normal? :)